2nd IUI

Ok so here I am on a journey towards my 2nd IUI. My first miracle is my little now 3.5yrs old prince Ra'uf. Love him to bits and pieces.  If I am not wrong it was done in April 2010, 9th, Friday. When later, I found out that I was pregnant, what can you say, I was overjoyed!! There were so many nights I cried to DH and to Him. Asking why is the journey so difficult for me. It was difficult. I still remember one night where I cried so badly cox my other (Lydia) was pregnant (you see we were both trying). I felt hopeless. DH was there throughout, we went to Changi Beach (our favourite place) ate by the seaside and he consoled me. My prayers were answered and I held in my arms now my Miracle Prince Ra'uf.

 

Now, I went for my IUI for second baby on 10th June 2014, Tuesday.  Was under clomid and one day before the IUI I took HCG injection as  my follicles was still at 16mm. I believe that it has to be 18 mm or larger to 23 mm. Well, I went through all that. Maybe because my more FAT now!! So here come the 2 weeks wait. I can only test on day 1 of Terawih. How auspicious. That should be 27 June. Today is day 3 post IUI.

 

I honestly do not know what to expect. I  have to prepare myself for BFN. It will hurt so much for sure. I was reading up on the internet how so many woman had failed IUI after numerous times. I am afraid of that. I am really. I have made a lot of dua, to Him. The Almighty and the hearer of all dua of His slaves. I can only beg and hope and the rest is up to Him. I believe that it will be answered if not now, at another allocated time. Insya'Allah!

 

Still waiting, with Hope.

 

Ya Allah, please grant me this hajat. I am standing at the door of Your Mercy begging, as a slave as a pauper. Indeed my needs and wants are witness of my weakness. To You I place my hope and to You I will return. There is no God but You.

 

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